So, how did things went for this girl
who wanted to be a scientist and psychologist? (Sigh) Thinking about it, it’s been three years since I finished my bachelor’s degree
in psychology (so what now), a course
which during my school days, I really wanted to practice. But unfortunately,
due to lack of opportunities for newly-graduated psychologists who want to
practice the science of psychology, I found myself in-between different roads. Those
times were indeed difficult for me to understand and it took time before I
accepted the sad truth. After spending three months on vacation (trying to
apply for a job on a far place), I finally went home to assist my parents on
our family business. I spent two years on our shop as an assistant manager and
cashier. I also drew and painted a lot during my vacant time. Really determined
to explore art, I studied how to use different mediums such as watercolor, oil,
and gouache; in the process, accumulating some finished works. By the end of
last year, I took the Medical Admissions Test (with passing grades) and then, I
was assigned to work as a librarian and secretary, with my father as my boss.
During my work, I am saving up for my future studies, hopefully, and pursuing
my favorite hobbies such as writing, painting, photography, and reading. I re-connected
with myself and settled some personal issues, studied more about my faith and
strengthened my relationship with God. I have lost contact with my circle of
acquaintances and friends, but I had been more connected with my family. We all
go to work and eat together, and travel very often. And by the way, I’m also
learning how to drive, so I can cruise the road and travel more, that’s one
thing to look forward to!
Currently, I have a plan of writing a
book about Islam and Psychology. Still on the process of gathering some related
literature and developing the rationale, this endeavor was a long-held dream
that I very much look forward to accomplish. Along with this project, I am also
building my own art and design firm, White Edges. This summer vacation, I also
organize Arabic Classes and prepare Correspondence Lessons. I’m really very
busy with activities. With regards to other goals, I’ll probably wait until
next year to ‘finally’ decide if I’m still going
to pursue Medical School (very, very expensive) or Graduate Studies or continue
my work in the field of art and writing. Either way I’m very excited! So much
for all the past learnings, there were sad truths, but there are new
beginnings, and it’s a blessing to have the opportunity to work anew and
explore! :)
With lots of love and creative
inspirations,
Maica
